The Players' Tribune-
Dear Basketball, From the moment I started rolling my dad’s tube socks And shooting imaginary Game-winning shots In the Great Western Forum I knew one thing was real: I fell in love with you. A love so deep I gave you my all -- From my mind & body To my spirit & soul. As a six-year-old boy Deeply in love with you I never saw the end of the tunnel. I only saw myself Running out of one. And so I ran. I ran up and down every court After every loose ball for you. You asked for my hustle I gave you my heart Because it came with so much more. I played through the sweat and hurt Not because challenge called me But because YOU called me. I did everything for YOU Because that’s what you do When someone makes you feel as Alive as you’ve made me feel. You gave a six-year-old boy his Laker dream And I’ll always love you for it. But I can’t love you obsessively for much longer. This season is all I have left to give. My heart can take the pounding My mind can handle the grind But my body knows it’s time to say goodbye. And that’s OK. I’m ready to let you go. I want you to know now So we both can savor every moment we have left together. The good and the bad. We have given each other All that we have. And we both know, no matter what I do next I’ll always be that kid With the rolled up socks Garbage can in the corner :05 seconds on the clock Ball in my hands. 5 … 4 … 3 … 2 … 1 Love you always, Kobe Let's forget about on-court performance. Let's forget about the constant airballs, that are equally as sad as they are humorous. Let's forget that Kobe Bryant can barely get through back to back games, despite his youthful appearance, without looking every last bit of his age. Obviously you can look to Kobe Bryant's ineffectiveness on the court is a major reason that he needs to retire. However, it's his off the court demeanor that I find the most telling. Saying that he's playing like shit and laughing about it? Being personable, honest, and funny? This isn't the Kobe Bryant we all grew to love, or grew to love to hate. That Kobe would never let a bad performance, or two, or ten sway his overly competitive spirit. That Kobe would never, ever take comfort in a defeatist attitude. While it's been semi-refreshing to see Kobe Bryant converse with the media like a rational human being this year, it's also been kind of sobering watching someone that we have all had strong feelings about lose what made him such a polarizing figure. You can no longer criticize Kobe Bryant, because he's essentially admitted that he's deserving of criticism. Those laughs and jokes that people were enjoying at his expense are now a thing of the past, because let's face it, the last 66 games of his career aren't enough time to bestow upon him every compliment he is deserving of. He's no longer the guy that's playing too long and ruining his legacy (even though I think that narrative is ridiculously overhyped anyway), but he's the guy biding farewell to the game of which he was such an integral part. He should be commended for realizing his tank is on empty and committing himself to helping the Lakers youth, but the weirdest part, to me anyway, isn't thinking of him as something other than a basketball player, it's seeing him as a vulnerable personality.
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ks for sharing the article, and more importantly, your personal experience mindfully using our emotions as data about our inner state and knowing when it’s better to de-escalate by taking a time out are great tools. Appreciate you reading and sharing your story since I can certainly relate and I think others can to
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